First official lesson day in school after a loooooooonnnnnnnnnng break, and it rained. It drizzled actually. but well, it was wet. thankfully I was in jeans and shoes (somehow I feel overdressed in this attire nowadays when I'm in school). It used to be ok. like ok. but now it is more of.. OKay... geddit?
well anyway, apart from the rain and wet conditions, the moment I stepped outta the shuttle bus, blocked by students desperately attempting to get up the bus to snatch for the void I left behind, I could only step onto a particularly moist and slippery slope.. which result in me slipping slightly, knocking into someon (no idea if it's a guy or girl, well who cares right?)
and then, walking to class and being blocked by people of all colours. Well, today I wasn't in cap like yesterday (where I went to school to buy coursepacks etc)... and well, I was still mostly avoiding glances as I'm not too used to my looks yet and well, it's still in the process of recovery and hence.. not that natural looking yet. I swear if they are all webcasted I would stay at home to study. Why why why....
Of course I can ask all sorts of questions about why my eyelids are born this way, why born w single eyelids that have eyelashes that grow in such manner that cause me to have inconveniences little people have a hint of...etc etc etc. But come to think about it, I've been pretty positive (or non-chalant) about it. My life, my choice. Do with what has been given to you. There are people who ask, why? Isnt what you have now good enough? vanity sake? convenience sake? "aiyah, you just want to look good right?"... well, I don't see a need to convince people of what I do to my life. All that matters is, I come to accept the change. Whether people do or otherwise, I've learnt, doesn't really matter. They've no choice. hahahaa
Nah, not into the nagging mood. So anyway, to those who had already started school, all the best in this semester...
Damn the cockroach that just ran past my notes. Drown in the toilet bowl you disgusting lifeless (by now) filthy creature.
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