It's been some time

Recently I've been real occupied (Wouldn't use the word 'busy' as it is a really subjective word) with things/ activities. I've left out people because I was kind of fair in 'sharing' my time with people/ friends.

Mainly, I've given my time to my essay, to my clients at work, to my bosses, to my 'classmate' whom I go to the gym with in school, and well, definitely time to my trunks (working it out at the school pool) and my blades (who accompanies me at ECP).

Adapting back to Singapore had not exactly been something I thought I would be able to do completely, and till now... I still feel a little indifferent. BUT, suddenly, within the... past 3 days, when I was working, deep in my mind and heart, I started to recall images and emotions seen and felt when I was back in Paris all by myself.

At times I wonder how it is like if I return there or had been there (with my friends). Well, in all case, the experience had been missed. Emo? Probably, but most probably not. Not emo in this kinda sense in my own opinion.

Néanmoins,we only look and move forward, non? I'm sure in this life time I will go back to Paris/ France. Time? Not too sure about there...

It's going to be exam time for me and my 3 years in NUS are coming à la fin. What next?

What.. next?

I don't see myself sitting in an office for 8 hours per day with an hour lunch, neither selling insurance, neither sitting at home waiting for a job to come to me.... well, I will get my ass out to do something and I sincerely hope the thing I do is bringing in money as opposed to dispensing it. Consideration: Corrupt the young minds of the next generation (Relief Teaching.. continue working at my current work place. Go travel a year (on and off, as and when) all over the place... well, also to go take a year-long course in French to prepare myself for my Masters in Interpretation diplôme in France the year after.

I'm not getting any younger. Well... neither are you. What have you done in your life so far?
Moi? j'ai fait bien des trucs. Des choses que j'aimais, ceux que je voulais et ceux que vous ne connaissez/ rêvez jamais.

En fait, parfois je voulais vous dire ce que je pense, que tout le monde m'énerve tout le temps... et le fait que je veux seulement avoir du bonheur simple. Des choses et des sentiments très simples... comme celles dont j'ai quand j'entends cette chanson.

我站着我坐着我走着
我盼望着心早已经飞了
我知道我想着有一个快乐的我
就在什么地方
在快速生活找到一些从容
在复杂世界又有一点天真
我喜欢这样的感觉
我只想要简单的快乐
希望和你一起拥有
轻轻松松的享受
尝尝欢笑做个好朋友
我看着没表情走在那大街的人
他们在想什么
灿烂的阳光下解放了心中的我
这一刻放轻松 o~yeah
在快速生活找到一些从容 o~yeah
在复杂世界又有一点天真
我喜欢这样的感觉
我只想要简单的快乐
希望和你一起拥有
轻轻松松的享受
我喜欢开心的感觉
给好心情留一个角落
想想过去想想未来
回到最初的感动
尝尝欢笑我的老朋友
我喜欢这样的感觉
我喜欢开心的感觉
我喜欢这样的感觉
我喜欢开心的感觉
尝尝欢笑我的老朋友
我站着我坐着我走着
我盼望着心早已经飞了
我知道我想着有一个快乐的我
就在什么地方
我喜欢这样的感觉
我只想要简单的快乐
希望和你一起拥有
轻轻松松的享受
我喜欢开心的感觉
给好心情留一个角落
想想过去想想未来
回到最初的感动
尝尝欢笑我的老朋友
我喜欢这样的感觉
我喜欢开心的感觉
我喜欢这样的感觉
我喜欢开心的感觉
尝尝欢笑我的好朋友

What next?... a question I seek to answer.