Pain is numbing soon. That can be a good or bad thing. You know you are moving on/ adapting when the same things no longer mean as much to you. Throwing away old toys, deleting messages in your mailbox (email or phone), deleting photos in the phone that used to mean something.
Either that or you are just giving up. Giving up on holding on to things that you know will not be the same ever again.
Either way, it's bad. There's still some hope left in me I guess since I can still have the sanity to determine that this is undesirable.
Well, anyway, why bother logging in to MSN when there's no one to converse with? Worse still, that the person is there but there seems to be nothing to chat about or well, the other party is just too busy to chat?
That's the reason I logged off even though I wasn't going to bed. I just did not want it to be the scenario where there's.. silence. Me wanting to say so much but the other party just not there to receive it all.
Sigh. Night.
Either that or you are just giving up. Giving up on holding on to things that you know will not be the same ever again.
Either way, it's bad. There's still some hope left in me I guess since I can still have the sanity to determine that this is undesirable.
Well, anyway, why bother logging in to MSN when there's no one to converse with? Worse still, that the person is there but there seems to be nothing to chat about or well, the other party is just too busy to chat?
That's the reason I logged off even though I wasn't going to bed. I just did not want it to be the scenario where there's.. silence. Me wanting to say so much but the other party just not there to receive it all.
Sigh. Night.
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