Over the past few days, I realized that I may have turned into someone I never wanted to be. Someone whom I never thought I could be. And it's all in a bad sense. I started doing some small things that I did not want to do, and I know that those small acts would not be forgiven. Maybe it's better for them to be exposed so that it all will come to an end. What's the point of holding on to something that isn't worth it? Something that will end up hurting more than healing.
Right now, I'm going to stop sending out sms(es) to talk crap. I don't think I will send out anymore to tell you how wonderful the morning is and have a great day and all those shit. Not many people do that to me anyway, so what is the hoohah about spreading the love? We are all born individuals, and will move on that way, and end that way.
We can prepare for something that we are able to predict and therefore maybe prevent it. But there are things/ events that are predictable, yet there is nothing we can do to prepare for it in order to prevent it. Some others, we can prepare, cannot predict, and yet, able to prevent it.
Ok. Enough of this emo sorta blog entries. Guess things ain't moving far off from where I began this blog.
Sick to the gut.
Right now, I'm going to stop sending out sms(es) to talk crap. I don't think I will send out anymore to tell you how wonderful the morning is and have a great day and all those shit. Not many people do that to me anyway, so what is the hoohah about spreading the love? We are all born individuals, and will move on that way, and end that way.
We can prepare for something that we are able to predict and therefore maybe prevent it. But there are things/ events that are predictable, yet there is nothing we can do to prepare for it in order to prevent it. Some others, we can prepare, cannot predict, and yet, able to prevent it.
Ok. Enough of this emo sorta blog entries. Guess things ain't moving far off from where I began this blog.
Sick to the gut.
4 comments:
Reading through your two entries, I can't say more than that I truly understand that pain of trying to move on. Take care buddy.
haha..thanks :)
Moving on is the least I can do. And I will only do that.
heyz.. just wanted to say.. don't worry about it.. everybody has his bad days.. Yesterday was an absolutely degrading, unfulfilling, sad first day at internship for me.. but hey, life and time still goes on.. and then.. certain people do care, but maybe most don't know how to show... =) cheerios, bro.
eh...i've tried the phase of moving on too...but guess when it din work...i diverted my strategies to enjoying the moments...n i know...in doing that...in time...& w/o my realisation...i would be outta it somehow...(if u noe wat i mean...) so...cheer up dailou! let's go catch a movie tog soon!:)
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