why am i doing it still?

Why

start something you know will not last?
stick to it if you know it will do no good?
go through the motion and know that it may not end up the way you want?
go one fucking round to come back to the start again?
be the way you are now and think back and wish you were someone else?
be that someone else when your life is yours to live?
ask yourself question after question when there's really no answers available?
shouldn't I just go through it and move on?

Haha... live for the moment cos' there's really no idea what's going to happen tomorrow.

:)