If I could

If I could I would...

If I could tell you just what I feel, I would
If I could tell you just what you are really going through, I would
If I could tell you just what we could be, I would
If I could tell you just why all these are not meant to be, I would
If I could tell you just why it is not possible, I would
If I could tell you just how happy I was, I would
If I could tell you just how much happier I will be, I would
If I could tell you just how much I am going through, I would
If I could tell you just how much misery I am feeling, I would

The thing is, I couldn't, I cannot and I never will be able to say them.

No more false hopes. It just ain't going to happen.

We just have to accept that.